Call it happenstance.
Call it determination.
Call it destiny preordained.
I am stood here all the same.
Call it genius.
Call it insanity.
Call it calculated.
I measure to the same failure.
Is it per my hand
or per my will
or per the pain of others
that I am henceforth pushed forward?
Driven by desire
and driven back by the selfsame urges
as reality itself bends.
I was familiar
and am now made alien,
venturing to known lands rendered unknown,
and the fault requires ownership.
At the head of a vessel
now spiraled out of control,
who am I to say I am not the one at blame?
Smothered by the demise of dreams
and the strangling of security
brought to fathoms below in a muzzle’s flash
or sliced in the aftermath of a car crash,
I alone bear witness.
I alone possess the guilt.
I alone am stranded between a creeping future of wrongs
and a reality I avoided.

( ❤ Mitch)